Well.. Everyone got various email accounts for different subjects right?
And I have noticed this only when I have to login my personal gmail account for job-related stuff,
and the second I’m there, I suddenly realized that,
that I have been totally avoiding myself to login the whole time, after everything happened.
It’s like OMG it’s my personal email and I dun wanna login at all.
It’s also, been days I only check on weibo instead of twitter,
which I was a thousand times prefer twitter over its chinese version
I thought I recently preferred reading chinese post more
and hating too much ads on twitter these few months.
And yesterday I received notification on new followers, so I went checking on my twitter, and shit
I cannot re-read any of my tweets
I can’t read them anymore
I bursted into tears
I typed too much.. That part of me is way too real.
I dunno what do I hate more, social networking or me myself.
So, I would just stay in here, and facebook, where everyone could only see the happy me.
Laugh at me. I’m ridiculous.