每年看著又一城砌聖誕樹,, 就會開始覺得聖誕開始逼近
從 dissertation 開始見它蓋上紅布
到現在已經放好所有裝飾了

christmas is near”
只能完成短期目標的我.. 希望聖誕之前可以完成一件事

 

其實每年聖誕我的期望都不高
或者說.. 是越來越低.. 因為期望太高最後都是我一人傷心收場
我希望以後所有聖誕都沒有不快的事發生
這就足夠了

 

如果以後被放飛機都有人陪我就好了
多謝你.好朋友

 

 

 

someday, i will find my way back to where your name is written on the sand

cause i remember every sunset
i remember every word you said
we were never gonna say goodbye

i’ll be there in a heartbeat

 

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做完 dissertation 病足一星期..
i can’t barely speak.. 一餐飯真的連手語都做了
結果 defer 了一日的班,,
剩餘的都碰硬上..
唉.. 認真沒辦法不繼續差下去…….

tease 我的死人頭…!!!
你們千萬不要病 -.-

 

為了這份功課每個人都病了好幾天
希望大家快點好可以再去慶祝啦 ><

 

 

and it finally comes to the end, my dissertation.

真正開始打字.. 是十天前的事..
真想不到我竟然可以用十天嘔一萬字出來 @@
you amazed me chy -.-
實在太應該買 Paul Smith Extreme 獎勵一下自己~!!!
就這幾天~~~~~!!

該鳴謝朋友.. but since i have done my acknowledgment for my dissertation
it is so funny and i should really share it here:

 

 

(.. i cut the crap about my tutor..*)

I’m sincerely indebted to my dearest friend Jacky
for his continuous emotional support to my work during the whole dissertation process
with his every text message ended with “#RUNNING OUT OF TIME!”.
And this is what I replied with every of his text: “#I CAN GET IT DONE!”

((you are really a good friend jacky.
seriously i can’t finish it without your “compulsion” (just finished vampire dairy, haha)
and you re-define the word “annoying”
which is you are not annoying in a bad way and it’s sort of funny hahahahaha

 

Thanks to all my school-mates who have always been supportive.

((ting!!!! 多謝你教我用SPSS..
如果你無幫我 transfer data.. 我死定了..
在 library 那天其他人告訴我 tran 不到.. 我真的嚇呆了…..@@))

Last but not least, I would like to show my appreciations to my family
for understanding and supporting me at every stage of my education life.

((which i did sth i can’t help..
真的不要在這個時候惹我
然後你應該感激 dissertation 令我無法離家出走))

 

Special thanks to the Script,
which bring me a “Breakeven” to accompany me throughout the whole dissertation.

((i listen this song and only this song for the whole period))

 

 

thanks for not making me even more emotional
should get a decent dinner instead of 米粉 again though -.-

 

 

 

and my hell ends!!
hurray!!

>v<

 

 

不過我超病 -.-
雖然我在 dissertation 期間一個早上內 half-recovered
我現在還是好病 @@
最痛苦莫過於 got a bad sore still needa lecturing all day long,,
明天又要到西貢去見班怪獸..
i think i gonna lose my voice totally there.

 

 

已經不知是第幾天早上六時才上床睡..
而且每日只一餐飯..
因為我到頭來是連吃飯的時間都沒有…
cityu 三年裡頭.. 我應該是第一次在圖書館留過十二點才走..

雖然.. 一切都是自找的.. =.=

但除了我 hea 掉在家的時間.. 
(我真的好需要不用腦的看一看電視好不好..)

我發覺我每天花在交通的時間實在多得可怕.. @@
天水圍西貢荃灣九龍灣 ^%^*&%&**($%$

我在公司也十分忙啊..
現在自己有班.. 不能說走掉就走掉…
我的人生多了很多負擔……………. 和責任…..

包括各位熱情的同學死唔俾我落堂 /.

 

快點到星期一..
我在狂想自己真的做得完可以去狂歡了

I have switched on the “escape mode” way too long for this dissertation..
never have been done such a huge project..
and it requires a self-disciplined student to well-manage the schedule

“self-disciplined”.. already scared me to death
I can’t sleep these days just becoz of the fear of this shit.. what the heck

9 days left
reserved 2 days for my tutor to check my work
god knows too well that I’m seriously running out of time
and yes I AM REALLY GOING TO DO THIS

 

i just figure out think it this way makes me feel better to do it:

 

It is, indeed, my very last University assessment
dun think about the graduation.. I just need it to be done
and “enjoy the unavoidable suffering” in my life

perhap when I look back years ago, I would still be amazed by myself..
like everytime I look back my individual assessment I did these years

 

it always seems impossible until it’s done.
and I am going to get you done.

 

watchout.

 

 

 

S.O.L

 

shit out of luck recently
在整天迷迷糊糊.. 頭痛得要躲到醫療室 get a quick nap 的我..
在 mk 嘉禾看完戲後 lost my MacBook…….

i lost my MacBook
i lost my MacBook
i lost my MacBook
i lost my MacBook
i lost my MacBook
i lost my MacBook
i lost my MacBook
i lost my MacBook
i lost my MacBook

 

裡面除了有我以前所有的功課外
還有無限 notes soft copy..
還有很多 contracts..

還要在本小姐兩星期後要交 dissertation 才發生!!!!!!

 

what can i say..
i can only say..
I’m so lucky that i haven’t officially STARTED my dissertation!!

see? 遲做也有遲做的好處.. =.=

 

 

 

Dear Mac,

you know how much i love you
come back..
god bless me to have you back with the help of police ><