caught in the rain together with anybody can be romantic
while when you have to do it alone, it is dreary
and when you stay in the middle of a park, meters away from 7-11 for a umbrella,
and CATS AROUND, it’s even worse

anyway it’s a pay for a walk tonight



sometimes i feel i’m so meaningless in this world
definitely replaceable
just nobody would ever admire my work”

so negative at this moment
may be it’s impossible to keep myself “hyper” all day long
depression would be the only thing left to myself. sigh.